I Can't Believe I Leave Tomorrow!!

The reality of it all hasn't really sunk in. It comes on in waves bringing with it a knotted stomach and a wave of nausea :( Don't get me wrong I am very excited, but I cant even imagine the moment that I have to say goodbye to my son, boyfriend and Mom and Dad. It is definitely going to be incredibly difficult. I have been trying not to think about it, but now its crept up on me.

My son is going to stay with my Mom and Dad tonight. It is going to be so freaking hard to see him go :( It will take a bit of the pressure off of the morning. Now I have to say a sad goodbye tonight, and then again tomorrow morning when I have to leave my boyfriend. The thought makes my stomach hurt.

I have to focus on the benefits, and the positive! In a matter of two days I will be in Utah getting ready to start my adventure.. I cant wait to meet the people I have been talking to on Facebook :) It helps to feel like I kind of "know" some of the people at the resort.

I am so excited to start my adventure and to change the way I live.. I am not very upset to see my old ways disappear and I am sure my family thinks the same lol. I can wait to feel healthy, strong and energetic!

THE ANTICIPATION IS KILLING ME!!!!! 1 MORE SLEEP!!